::: chiccoyanee : inside my head :::

tadi ku ketemunya~~~ windu~~~ uuuuu~~ windu sewindunya~~~~~ wing nada, bweast saja tinggal. hati ini resah bila mengingati dirimu. dengupan jantungku semakin pantas setiap kali ingin bertemumu. mungkin kah ini yang dikatakan kinta suci. kintaku hanya padanya. tidak akan ada yang lain. sehari bersama terasa sepertinya sesaat sajaku bersamamu. waktu begitu cepat berlalu bila saja aku bersamamu. sehari berjauhan, terasa seperti rindu setahun tak berjumpa. bilakah kita akan bersua lagi?

ada yang muak membaca ni. hehe. tapi atu tah luahan hati seorang perindu setia~~ uwekkkkkkk uwekkkkk! adakah such word? uwekkkk uwekkkkk

alhamdulillah.. everything went smoothly, apart from only a few very minor kelupahans tapi inda apa, first-timer kali ah. nya urang tetua, "sukurtah selamat sudah". thanks to redbull, i manage to go on and on berusah. banar. memang berkesan! last night saja my hands were shaky masa memakai makaikan adik ipar ku, maybe pasal aku lapar plus lalah plus high dari redbull hehe.. ani pun masih terasa ngalih tapi ku bawa-bawai saja sal i only have 3 days left, lapas atu keraja.

today is the last day of 2007 and this might be my last blog for this year jua. maaaaaacam macam pengalaman ku taun ani. and alhamdulillah, mostly yang baik baik belaka. mudahan tah 2008 pun catu jua… i know its going to be ever better and siuker, amin! akan ku usahakan supaya 2008 will be another memorable year, penuh dengan warna warni kehidupan yang indah dan damai. azam taun baru karang tah ku mikirkan sambil makan lambchop arah rumah cbb. lapar ku ih.

by the way, beadi ipar ku sudah~~ wooohoooo~~ kebaruan~~ biar tia~~~ sukati saja~~~

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa saaaaaaaaasaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

luan majal. majal.majal. majal.

when im stress out, it really shows. my voice becomes so kajar-kajaran. rasakan ku umban-umbankan apa saja barang within my reach. tapi sabar koh, sabar. setiap yang berlaku itu, sesungguhnya, ada hikmahnya. dan sesungguhnya, orang yang teraniaya, doanya dimakbulkan. kira penganiayaan kah ni ah? kira ih. bah bedoatah ku banyak-banyak karang sebelumku tidur kajap lagi.

tulung tah ku dih. sekali ani saja. jangan luanku dipajallllllll

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im sorry… ive been so busy lately… im so sorry if ive make u feel sad.. in anyway… never meant to do such thing…. ure my happiness… how can i let my happiness be unhappy.

saaaaaaasakkkkuuuuuu

im very much awake at 317 am. reason: i slept 7hours staight from 4pm smpai 1130 tdi. reason: aku sasak! well i dont know how to react to it really. of course im sad, deeply. but then the anger, the frustration, are they necessary? i dont know. maybe kesasakanku is just an excuse to my sadness that i dont want to prolong.. which klu ku layan, can harm myself, deep within. n thats the last thing i want to happen.

i know its harder for you than it is for me. im sorry to trouble u with everything that uve to deal with. just be strong, for, together, we can get through this. i have faith in you. reason: i love you.