::: chiccoyanee : inside my head :::

im just few minutes away from 2007. oh b4 i forget. rozie, its a song from faith evans. bisai melodynya jua.

hanging out d cz ramai sekali orang & bisai2 belaka. tapi ingatanku tetap padanya! cehhhh. banar b.

2007. hoping for kebahagiaan yang berpanjang, for myself & for my loved ones. new year resolution ada dh, i hope tercapai.

ok nnti g ku memblog. happy new year to everyone!

ayaiyaiyaiyai~~

im still wide awake at 554am. melarat2 lai online. tekana cuti ani, sayang jua kemudahan yang ada d rumah, bisa online fully sponsored by adikku.

ani mliat2 music video d youtube. love save room by john legend. i like the very much the voice n the man himself. muka nya tu sexy. vanar. mcm ala2 marcell ada jua, gnya kurang cerah. i prefer 1st album nya, lagu2nya mcm semua lawa. never bought it though, dl ganya pasal lmbt ku tau pasal keujudan ia ni. but this time, kelurusan tenampak. she saw it, n bought it for me. sooo sweeett…

tadi mencari tah ku vm one last cry. waduh waduh. layan blues tah ku ni. bilatah ku kan tidur. i really love the song. last time ada dayang nyanyi, gila bai lawa nya! n i hope shell sing it masa ku d sana nanti. mestitah ku bepigang to something, gerenti lamah kaki ku tu. im going to kl next mth! huga huga! bos belanja! hopefully dpt ticket d planethollywood. im gonna see dayang singing live again, a chance i surely dont wanna miss!

jumpa a good fren of mine tadi. ceta2, lama nda jumpa (sadang, masa raya ada plng ku beraya). really happy for him, semoga bahagia yah! bleh ku rasakan kebahagiaannya. glowing2 mukanya, mata be sinar2. aku juga merasa apa yang ko rasa. sering saja ku mengelip ngelipkan mataku bila bersamanya. seperti nya aku hidup di dalam mimpi, yet its much much better, for its all real.. hmmm..

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….each day is precious and so full of wonderful possibilities
do not waste your day by worrying about your problems
leave all your worries behind
instead fill your life with peace and ser enity
enjoy the simple pleasures in this complex world
Happiness lies within you….

And I can’t believe it’s real
I can’t believe it’s you
I Can’t believe it’s happening
I Can’t believe it’s true
And I can’t believe that you are here with me
And I am here with you

Kissing you (Softly kissing you)
Kissing you (Forever kissing you)
Kissing you, Kissing you

I can’t believe my eyes
I don’t know what to do
I Can’t believe you are mine
Nor that I’m lying here with you
And I can’t believe you’re making love with me
And I’m making it with you

Kissing you (Softly kissing you)
kissing you (Forever kissing you)
Kissing you, Kissing you

Through the night
I feel you’re fire
And there’s nothin but you in my mind
As you quench me all of my desires
And I melt in ecstasy

And I can’t believe it’s real
I Can’t believe it’s true
I Can’t believe that you chose me
When I was choosing you
And I can’t believe that you are here with me
And I am here with you

Kissing you, (Softly kissing you)
kissing you, (Forever kissing you)
Kissing you, (Oh gently kissing you)
Kissing you
Kissing you

3 more days…. 3 more days…. ill be on a holiday! 10 hari cuti shud be enuff to have a fresh start next year, which is just a few days ahead. havent plan on wat to do during my cuti, apart from ke bank ambil card n ke museum (jgn gtau c aming, krg ikut ia hehe). there will also be acara menginap d kamar hotel bersama rakan2. the plan initially started with a much more grand grad hotel, but due to package2 durang sediakan, maka kosnya melambung naik. jadi d alter tah. had a short meeting (yang actually took few hrs, on two locations). antara optionnya termasuk labuan, tapi pasal ahli ahli mesyuarat sendiri ada mengadakan acara korban d rumah masing2, maka terpaksa lah melimit kawasan pengelinjangan di dalam negara. satu kawasan d belait juga telah dicalonkan akan tetapi ketiadaan pool membuatkan kami mengambil keputusan utk mendrop lokasi tersebut. so final decision, its gonna be in one of the hotel d brunei muara jua, tertakluk kepada tindakan tuan….eh emm puan pengerusi adakah sudah membook kah balum? balum ku te contact ms diva lagi.

bah ih kan membuat kraja ku. cuti akan lebih seronok klu nada kerja pending… kan kan kan..

just a quick one this time.

went diving kemarin! after more than 3 months missing the smell of the sea. went diving d american ship wreck. very nice. very historic. nasib baik nda berapa berombak, hampir  mabuk dah p luckily awal masuk air. buat 2 dive saja. 2nd dive experinced arus yang kuat amat, tepaksa bepintal d kapal, a bit scary, aku imgaine ribut dah d atas. p ok jua dah naik, tenang sikit airnya. ani sakit2 badan sikit, lama dah nda ngangkat2 tank iatah membarinya heehee.

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G             D
embun di pagi buta
Em             Bm
menebarkan bau asa
C                    G
detik demi detik ku hitung
A                 D
inikah saat ku pergi

G                   D
oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Em              Bm
berikanlah aku hidup
C                  D
takkan ku sakiti dia
A                   D
hukum aku bila terjadi

reff:
Em               Am
aku tak mudah mencintai
D                       G
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Em              F#
aku tak mudah mengatakan
B
aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

huahuahuahuaaa

ayoyo… Dec 4, 2006 adalah  hari bersejarah bagi ku. aku melangkah lagi setapak (errr…. i think its way too much tapaks ahead). did someting new at work. i was feeling nervous, very nervous but i had to maintain cool in order for things to run smoothly, my way.. awu my way! the feeling was becampur baur, i tell u ah. takut, excited, thankful, blessed, nda tantu rasa & suprised. never thought of it before, masih macam nda pecaya ni. maybe for other people, its no big deal. tapi. to me. it is. very very very.

everything happens for a reason. n this is just the beginning of it. hopefully.