::: chiccoyanee : inside my head :::

its 0253hr, and im still wide awake. ini gara gara coffee mr brown & pasal aku mandi atu kali tadi kul 12, nda ku tahan berpelu peluh!

i envy u zann. ok, i admit it. jelesku, dangku ki, siman ku~~ c zann jumpa afdlin shauki~~ i imagine wat wud i say to him? paling2 senyum memanjang ganya ku kali. pernah terjadi udah, cakap pun nda tantu tantu, time ku jumpa c dayang. padahal bnyk barang ku cakap kah. udah bejumpa, karing. ah anyway, mudah mudahan impian mu utk bejumpa hans isaac & kru tercapai isuk! amin! (takul tia banar banar hans isaac atu bagi pihak ku! jgn ko inda!)

i missed my good frens wedding. kawin cha c ajah. if ure reading this jah, i still remember u have this album pasangan pasangan pengantin (eh was it you or someones else? sorry klu salah urg!) dapat tah ko simpan gambar kawinmu dalam atu. im really happy for ajah mas rudziah bte errr jangan tah sabut panjang panjang, kilala urang tu, anak errrr nevermind! im sorry ( n sadih, alai nangith~~) i cannot be there utk menyaksikan saat saat ahir bujanganmu. moga moga happy happy selalu! pelahan pelahan saja jah, jangan menggerusuh, jangan garha. slow… n steady…. dalam apa jua aktiviti harianmu! hmmmmmm..

some things… few things in life… when its too good to be true… boh jaga start tah ku ni, layan saja… we tend to have doubts about it… not because of the lack of trust… not because we dont want it to come or to happen… but simply because as if weve being shifted from our reality to our fantasy… for most of the times, good things, precious things only happen in fantasies… & once in a while, in our dreams…

awu iatah kaji, as for me, most of the time itll take me a while, a long while, utk menset d minda it really is happening. inda eh, bukan plang pasal ku slow kah apa, ganya balik2 ill ask myself "baaaaanarkah ni". awu, amba. dont get me wrong, bukan ku doubting the other person (nda b~~ banar inda~~), ganya siapalah aku ini~~ yang inginnnn~~ nanana (lupaku liriknya)~~~ cinnnntamu~~~ awu bah, iatah tu. pahamkah? ama. saya lagi susah mau kasi paham. =) (<<senyum stail poringge)

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i made a mistake….
but it doesnt mean that i dont love you…
for you are the best thing that ever happen to me….
so tell me babe…. how can i not love you…

ku tak mahu menjanjikannya
pasti bahagia bi!a denganku
biar dia rasakan sendiri
betapa gilanya cintaku

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catchy song!

tahukah kamu bahawa security camera d sebuah gedung perniagaan d kiulap amatlah meriah bnyknya. look up, theyre everywhere. sekadar pengamatan.

masa berlalu dengan pantasnya bila sedang berseronok seronok, satu jam sepertinya 1 menet cuma! bener! klu ada remote control click atu iatah bisai tu, we can have all the time we want!

krg tah lagi menymbung, kerja dulu! baru play play! chow!

ive found the stylus!

u really complete me!

no more uneasiness, no more gusar!

nda payah ku crita d mana ku jumpa pagi tadi pnjang ceritanya.

ok lh crita sikit saja lah. its under the tilam on my bed. the story bhind the finding, malasku cerita.

awu bah, buat sekelian kalinya hp gugur bwh katil lagi, iatah mambarinya behambk tilam, besasar katil atu…

aku gunting lagi, “repair” kononnya. n i dont really like it, nya urg better than b4 plng n most important, nya “nya” bisai, kira ok lh, antam saja tia. owh hair, i beg u, have mercy on me, grow xtra fast this time!

it really hurts to know someone you love is hurt.
you can imagine the unhappiness & the pain.
how can anyone hurt such a precious angel like you babe. …

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coty! coty! mataku kn tidur lagi, baru abis makan sambil mliat siti nikah. oh forgive me, very meracak of me, its datin siti to be exact. kalau tidur nyaman ni p sayang jua. kn jln ku jua, kn buat kaja ku jua, kn cuci kreta ku jua, d kadai plng bila jua ku cuci sendiri. kn ke kiulap ku jua, kn bali shade kereta hehehehe, bali 2 hehehehe, mine n urs hehehehehe.

awu iatah i was never good in giving advice atau yg sebanding dengannya. bukan apa, takut salah cakap kah apa. baik diam n just listen. i listened so hard that i can feel the unhappiness uve been thru. berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul, iatah its good to share, im just glad u did =).

ngapakn lagu lagu dalam hpku ni jiwang karat ani. noone else comes close. jap menghayati japs ah. hmmmm… noone makes me feel the way you do… kulimambang in the stomach! stay with you, john legend. i will stay with you thru the ups n the downs, when noone else is around..

ok lain kali lagi, melayan bluesku ku dulu. sekali sekala hehe baik jua, bukan selalu, sadang.

halo alo.

masih cerita yang sama, tentang mataku. its 1547hr, saturday,lokasi:ripas. beradanya saya d sini kerana kegatalan (mata) saya yang amat sangat, merah mambari ijab. ok jualah,nda jua batah banar menunggu jumpa doktor, about 40minutes saja, bisai kan. as i type ani, waiting for turnku mbil ubat. im no463, no sekarang 409.inda jua batah kali ni ih, dlm 75 to 100 minutes. bisai kan nda batah. oh forgive me to bore u with the stories of my eyes. bah crita lain.

ok to tell the truth aku nada cerita. sakit kepalaku ganya. dh tah. until next time.

my eyes. my eyes. bilakan baik. i lost my eye drop kemarin d suatu bilik yg bertaraf 5 bintang (self-claimed kalii, i dont know). p bisai lai suitenya, 2 tingkat! kn ikut kraja nda kana suruh dtg, pembawa kuman mata, takut jua krg kejangkitan kru lain, ato ya! kesian, nda ampit lai shooting sana, merasai katilnya jadi tah walau pun semenet cuma. kambang kambang gasa gasa d katil atu, kn jadi cerita, hilang cha eye drop ku. i think tegugur masa ku d katil atu tu. bila d aga balik. nda tia lagi ada. atu kn mata ku gatalllll. so i went ke klinik ong sum ping tah kemarin patang, konon konon kan minta ubat sekajap. oh! the people there are so very helpful! no, im not being sarcastic here. try it urself, saaaaangat ber “tekad pemedulian orang ramai”. thank you very much. craps. i was in need, very! i didnt have much time kn bejumpa lagi doktornya! balum lagi datang gila ku. baik jua aku ani penyabar urang nya hehe (sort of.) dengan kebaikkan hati my bosses, tadi tah ku ke emergency lagi, bejumpa doktor, minta ubat. p nda apalah, baik jua kana dangani hehe. thanks my dear! i love you! so strong!

kan bi, mem blog blog ani is fun, its true wat u say about me having a world of my own d sini. alai pendiam kali ah. nda pembunyi urang nya. ehee. mcm klu d blog ani, mun sapa kan membaca, membaca tah. mun nda, nda alai majal. i can talk about anything i want. tapi at times tepaksa betapis tapis, mulut urang lai, se inci jadi semetre, payah! bah teruskan mem blog blog!

bah adang tah, lalah ku, kn mbuat kraja ku sedikit, kan balik tidurku, lalah ku. kn menyampoo rmbut ku. baruku begunting tadi hehehehe nyaman rasanya. sanakku sudah, melantik lantik, panasss ku. im hot, really hot. i can make other ppl hot too. uhuh. aaaaaaapakan lai~~ bah adang. krg nda mau abis cerita ku pasal hot hot ani. its quite hot if u have it on the beach, banar. mo cuba? u go on sunday ke pantai serasa, nyaman sutunya, n its only seringgit. wanting something hot? go to serasa on sunday, its worth it!

baaaahhh adang tah. moral of the story;
1) never lost ur eye drop or ull end up frustated by some ppls attitude d klinik berkenaan
2) masuk hotel jgn tarus gasa gasa d katil, selmatkan dulu brg brg d pocket
3) soto hati buyah paling nyaman, d mamih kiulap
4) i love you b~~

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ih sikit lagi. the saloon i went to tadi, bisai ada back massage. very near, very cheap! gonna try it tomorrow afterwork. lenguh lenguh dah badan ku. isuk try, klu bisai sanang tah ku ni, sangal2 menyubalah saja.

- ok really end-

“slight eyes infection, n its infectious” said the doctor.

so i said, “is it really infectious? cause i have to workkk..”.

“its infectious..” he said again.

ok face it koh.

awu iatah aku yang sakit mata. gaaaaaatal kali ah. karing karing lagi tu. hopefully by tomorrow morning its gonna be okay, because i really need to work, i want to work. i dont want to miss out anything lagi. todays first day shooting, n im missing it.

went to the library. i like. like. next time lagi.

saw the sdn bhd, very… veryy… hmmm.

12jam sepertinya 12menet bersama kamu~ nanti g lah, klu ada kesempatan, akan saya berkunjung ke sana lagi, looking forward!!

sungguh!!

bah adangtah kan santaiku~~

still looking for stytus itu.

i lost the stylus!! mana kn ia.. i feel incomplete.. mun bejual d kadai bisai jua, not sure adakh nda..

awu ndaku suka ni ilang brng ani.. nda nyaman rasanya tecari cari ani. tat stylus has been with me since last year, everyday with me, it completes me. now tat its missing i feel incomplete… 2 things about me tat ive realised dri dulu:
1) aku nda suka mencari cari
2) aku nda suka kehilangan

in whichever order ia trjadi. dpt-hilang-cari or cari-dpt-hilang, OR dpt-ilang-cari-dpt-ilang n on n on.

lupakan sejenak kisah stylusku. liana s in germany~~iatah last friday punya mlm gathering d rumahnya..it has been a while…ih batah udah nda beramas mesra sama durang..but good frens walaupun lama nda beramas mesra tetap akan jadi good frens. far by sight, close by hearts. cehhhhh! p tats just how i feel. i love my frens. jah, psl kn ke germany, i strongly believe, 100 sorang cukup tu utk menaja tiket pulang balikku. just give it a thought ok. i love my friends.

watched click semlm. awu i watched it, didnt fall asleep or got distracted. ermm adalah sikit2 hehe.. but i didnt mind. not at all. its
a good movie, for those yg alum liat, liattah. ada family value dlmnya & ada kelucahan jua, iatah jgn tah bawa kanak kanak. btw, ia mimpi tu. (oh look koh, u revealed the suspend) ingin ingin atiku, blogku heheee.

dayang dayang dayang.. wat happened to u…selamanya is a nice song tapi.. still love one last cry seretu, indah skali! but anyway hope shell win, nda kira! musti manang!

shooting starts wdnesday, im looking forward to it. but im gonna be busy ke tahap nda lagi tekain kain. hopefully the production goes smoothly as planned… AMIN!

manakan stylusku ani~~

warning: the following blog is not for public reading. for it may cause eye-irritation or motion sickness. if symptoms occur, please exit/close window immediately. i repeat, immediately. untreated irritation or sickness may led to something bad, very bad that even ur ketua kampong cannot fix it. please take this warning very seriously. dont say i never warn u. dont u dare come knocking on my door asking for some sort of medication to heal u or anyone close to you (btw its infectious ). very sorry. come only during office hours if im not, either, ke kantin minum pagi, ke kantin again(b4 balik lunch minum dulu), ambil kanak2 balik sekulah, balik awal kn memasak, ke klinik, ke gincu, etc. dont tell me i never warn u. the disease, uhuh, its infectious. uhuh. think of ur loved ones.

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i only say “i love you” when i really mean it. n i only say “i really love you” when i really mean it.

how long does it take for me to fall in love? i can fall in love so easily tat i love so many ppl now. hehe. mana ada. banar nada.

nothings gonna change my love for you~~
you ought to know by now how much i love you~~

cehhhh!! mellow d hari minggu. missed the pesta semlm, i was asleep… planned kn liat af smpai abis then kluar, nada jadi lai, pengsan awal.

watched tokyo drift seretu. hmmm… mmmm… ermmmm… ahhhhh…. mmmm… bnyk stunt ih! so many kejutan! blue… light blue…. i liiiiiiiiiiike! i waaaaaannnnnttt! i looove! ii want to tapau home! i want! i want! no im not talking about the movie. the movie was ok, ermmmm :O

benerrrr ku tak bohong!

bernyanyi walau bukan dangdut asli yg penting goyang yg aaaaasyikk~~
berjoget walau bukan dangdut asli yang penting kita bisa heppiiii~~

baruth merasai tat karaoke booth d mall. it was fun, sayang sekali i had sore throat mun nda nada ampit urg lain.

hhmmm here i am.. limpang2… rehat.. online jua… i just love my hp.. smbil liat oiam… still waitin for dayangs turn… kul 3 baru abis… kn cuci kreta jua.. kn tidur jua.. kn begunting jua (jeles i b!)

maybe later lagi memblog… kn rehat dulu.. melapangkn minda…