::: chiccoyanee : inside my head :::

i guess im down~~ i guess im downn~~ to 1 last cry~~~ ceh! jiwang karat lai!

July! is! here! Banartah nya urang, time passes by so quickly when ure having fun. couldnt agree more! semlm menghabiskan ujung ujung june santai at Marys. cool place, especially psl almost seisi familynya belarai ani, bisai~~

awu last night barutah teliat oiam, after 2 wks miss. dayang made it to top 10! nda tau bilakah finalnya, but hopefully shell win!

gotta cut it short this time. taaaaa~~~

Malam ini kasih teringat aku pada mu
Seakan kau hadir di sisi menemani ku
Ku yakin kan diri agar tiada sepi
Ku lewat kau hadir di dalam mimipi ku

Seandainya mungkin ku mampu terbang ke awan
Detik ini juga ku akan melayang ke sana
Kan ku bawa pulang
Dirimu yang selalu ku sayang
Bersama berdua kita bahagia

Kasih dengarlah hatiku berkata
Aku cinta kepada dirimu sayang
Kasih percayalah kepada diriku
Hidup matiku hanya untuk mu

finally ke bluewater wreck! bisai d sana banyak amat ikan nya.. very soothing view… beombak ombak plang, paning jua. i guess, i have to take pleasure pills klu ada ombak yg cematu, very scary~~

we went kai 2 buah bot, unfortunately im in the same boat with a very annoying person. baru ku telarah annoyingnya! mun d darat, memang ku lari udah, pakal ganya boat satu lagi panuh, mun nda, asak asak ku arah durang. im soooo lucky not to have him as my instructor, quite a pain in the a*se.

uh anyway, no wonder kana panggil bluewater, bisai visibilitynya, very clear. ikan ikannya beraneka, jinak lagi especially the bona fish.

alang2 jauh, tarus tah ke Kuraman. biiiiisaiiii pulau nya, just next to labuan. its really nice besantai d sana, damai sekali! nda rogi turun kemarin! kos d tanggung lagi tu, thanks Mary! ure the best! muahahahhahaaa

otw balik, lagi beombak, balik balik singit dah boat mcm kn tebalik ganya nda. ijab ku! myself yg suka air ani dah takut sikit, i imagined yg urg fobia kan laut, ke tahap maksima kali tu tungkalnya. it was a great sunday out, looking forward to the next one yg seumpamanya~~ cita cita terkini kan ke cement wreck lagi~~ wooohoooo~~~

http://www.asiadivesite.com/malaysia-dive-sites/labuan/blue-water-wreck.php

ahem u b…. mau jua hehe.. nda bleh tinggal ni~~ on land or underwater, the thought of u always makes me smile =)

arggghhh!!

welcome back Mary! my nights are definitely sepi without you! muahahaha! dont get me wrong, nada dgn mengupi saja, bukan apa!

watched RV kemarin, siuk jua lah cetanya, frankly if i were watching with u Mary, itd be " a good movie", but kemarin it became "a fun-just-cheerish-the-moment movie"! muhahaha.. *sigh*

coty ni dua hari, not feeling very well, p krg tetap main! afterward be santai d swimming pool gadong, a nice place utk star gazing (u shud go there Zann!), ganya a bit noisy. yea Gadong, wat do u expect kan. awu iatah, damam plang, p sayang jua klu nda join! will end the day with mengupi~~ CB cafe latte~~ nyaman tuu~~

correction. ahem. i am not in cloud 9. jauh palis. knock wood a gazillion time. i am earthbound. previous post I was in a ntah-apakah-namanya state, not thinking straight (bilaaaa jua!), iatah tersalah tafsiran. aiyaiyaiyaiyaiiii~~. uh anyway, atu saja just FYI. no worries.

ahem!

soar throat n a lil flu melanda! im not sure dari mana puncanya. di rumah & d opis, semua sihat pun saja. tidur cukup jua dah (erm ok lah can do), rehat jua udah. nda jua ada melakukan any physical contact with anyone yg with or without flu. maybe cukup masa dh kan damam ni, p hopefully yg ringan ringan saja.

yea, sampai jua hajat diving last sunday. single dive plang saja, but very errrrr.. siuk lah! only went to Pilong rocks, sal it was Amings & Dianas 1st open water dive. They sink very easily, unlike me… I float d laut most of the time (erm.. d darat a number of times! I really need somebody, anybody to pull me down out of this cloud 9! Pull me quick & hit me hard, snap me back to reality! Help! ) They did very well! Mabuk2 laut biasa lah tu. Lain kali tah membatai tat seasick pill (btw, naman pillnya “pleasure”, sound very sarung-ish), for emergency cases. Saw sea cucumber n lobsters n of course our cute little friend Nemo. For the first, i felt a lot more confident than any other dives before. B4 turun dah ku betekad kn menconfidentkan diri, n i did! Reckless diver nya c Milin hehehe sal telanggar langar durang 3 hehe.. nda sengaja.. sorry.. i was enjoying the dive.

Lapas dive, just snorkel hampir batu batu, really nice. I love my fins, very laju! Ganya mask masih be fog fog lagi, menyusahkan penghayatan menyelam. But overall, it was a great trip. Seperti biasa with the unforgettable combined aroma of nasi lemak & the sea. Looking forward to the next one!

“Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate,
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer’s lease hath all too short a date”

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I’m down to my last cry

Cry……

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on…..

I’m gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I’m down
I guess I’m down
I guess I’m down…
To my last cry…

back here again!

damam bula? nda jua lah.. i dont really watch football… well to be exact, i dont watch football before. nda pernah minat pun. entah dont know why. p masa ani kan urg sibuk2 mangkuk dunia. menonton tah jua. saja saja ngisi masa..

im going diving on sunday!! hopefully wreck diving, ke cement wreck kah, blue water kah, mana mana asal siuk. p klu nda wreck diving pun, layan saja tah, asal diving! Rindu ku dah, it has been 2 minggu labih. *sigh*

a lot has happened in the past 1 wk ani. no comment hehe. for some words are better left unspoken. krg salah sakap, lain jadinya yo. baik tah udah ni. just maintain with keeping my mouth shut. jgn kan melalut lalut, merepek repek. just cheerish the moment while it last.. kan kan.. awu iatah.

kk kah nda? cemana niiii.. i want to go p soalannya, dptkah nda coti ni… baru jua menganang nganangkan kk, ani kana offer, hatiku bagai d garu garu~~ nnti tah mikirkan, lets see how it will turn out…

Dayang made it, top 20! she sang “awan yang terpilu” versi Dayang~~ Lawa~~ very!!

aaRRrrRRRrrrrrr! friday morning 1040hr. sleepy but happy. mcm te cramp rasanya utak, esp d lower back. i wonder y…

watched Cars, liked ice age better but oklh cali jua. ganya bit distracted towards the end of it. banyak kanak2 becerita. awu bah. iatah.

btw congrats to a fren of mine on her “status confirmation” setelah sekian lama “Pending”! segala “investmenţ” nmpknya membuahkan hasil. damn!

i really need to sleep soon, kapla ku tecramp!! aarghhh!!

apanah:
they say, “everything happens for a reason”. cute! curiosity killed the cat, n im next!